Dream Interpretation..

November 25th, 2005 by hotsexymomma

Your Dream: dreaming in dreams, repeated situations, sword, clasped hands, dark child, horse, lungs coming out of body, nicotine, hard to breathe, mirror, son, mother, struggle, fight, praying, jump, bedroom, old lady, long hair, smile, red lipstick, old man, needle, plastic tube, brother.

Words like dreaming: Creating stage. Walking to inner reality. Impossible desires. Emotional sorrow.

Words like sword: Power. Authority. Antagonistic. Need to confront certain situations.

Words like hands: Capacity and competence. Expect big work ahead, meanwhile must take better care of own affairs.

Words like dark: Mystery. The unknown and unformed. A place of fear or of potential. Difficulties ahead.

Words like child: Innocence. The new self seeking to develop. Part of self nature is childlike.

Words like horse: To dream about horses generally is associated with big earnings and will enjoy prosperous and happy life.

Words like lungs: You need to find in what ways are you ready to expand outside your normal life because up to now there was only disappointment in desires.

Words like body: Happiness. Good business ventures. External form of internal nature.

Words like mirror: Virtual image. Reflection. Identity. A true picture of something else..

Words like son: Descendant. Youth. Projection of self. There is something that has been denied to you.

Words like mother: Approval or disapproval. From what do you need to feel nourish and protected?

Words like fight: Violent resolution. Release of energy. Building or releasing conflicts.

Words like praying: Seeking help. Communion. Need to surrender somewhere in your life.

Words like jump: Inconsistent in love affairs. Escape from danger. Adventures.

Words like bedroom: Changes in own affairs. Concealment of family secrets.

Words like old: Long time. Mature. Sensible. Former times. Something could be completed or ready to be replace.

Words like hair: Attraction and sensuality. If you dream of hair means that you are careless in your personal affairs and will lose advancement by neglecting mental application.

Words like red: This is an indication of great passion and sensitivity in your emotional relationships.

Words like old: Long time. Mature. Sensible. Former times. Something could be completed or ready to be replace.

Words like needle: Piercing. You are ready to get to the point somewhere in your life.

Words like brother: Fellowship. Expect quarrels. Masculine aspect of self.

oh yeah i also forgot to add, i saw my brother sleeping on my sisters bed when i was dreaming i had the sword..when i stood up to see if my sister is awake but instead i saw my brother who’s in Baguio right now studying at PMA.

If you want your dreams interpreted..heres the site…might help you.

www.freakydreams.com

did you ever have a dream you were dreaming?

November 25th, 2005 by hotsexymomma

I just have to share my freaky dream, and this was just this morning when i failed to get some sleep…well actually i also had a dream the other day with similar situations…well here goes.

The dream i had is so weird, i was dreaming in my dream, and everytime i wake up, i end up dreaming again, same situation that im in, i have a hard time breathing i could even hear myself breathe and always i see my son and my mother beside me on my bed, which they really are at that time in the waking life..anyway, like i was saying, was finding it hard to breathe and doctors or people are saying that i have a disease in my lungs, then i asked for an "albularyo" cause i really cant take it, its like im suffocating or whatnot, then the "albularyo" told me to face the mirror so we can see who’s doing this strange things to me, i see myself and i see my body, there’s something moving inside my body…eewww and it tickles to hehehe…but i was scared and struggling with my breathing…then i realized i was dreaming then i try to wake up, screaming and telling myself that maybe my pillow is over my head or that my hands are clasped too tight something like that..so i try to wake trying to get my hands loose but it was so hard to do so and i was tried to remove the pillow from my face..then there it goes again, i can see my son beside me and my mom beside my son, same situation..im still struggling with my breathing and im jumping and screaming cause i need to breathe but everytime i scream its like nothings coming out from my mouth..scary noh?well theres more…then an old man said they had to inject my lungs or something..i was still in my bed struggling for air..then they put this long thin tube inside my mouth and into my lungs…and when they try to squeeze something out nicotine came with the needle..hehehe so there goes..a clue!hahaha..so anyway, and he did it again, the pain was bearable but i felt that my lungs was being punctured and stretched..and i really felt it was real and scared me more..but i just lied there waiting for it to stop…then there..i had to wake myself up again cause it felt so real, and i know that i was dreaming and i know i need to do something, i know my pillow or my hands are tied down that i cant move it..so i had to scream again, seems like noone can hear me but myself again, and same vision, my son beside me, mom in the same room..then i run out of the house and i see i was at my old house where i grew up, there’s an old lady with long hair and quite chubby with red lipstick on and a smirk on her face, then she said something to the "albularyo" that she needs a horse and i think she’s the "albularyo’s" wife or something and he made me do it..so i can breathe normal again..but this is no ordinary horse, this is the half-man, half horse monster that she was asking a "kapre"!!!i was scared but i had to do everything, anything, i was so struggling for air..then he points me to a wall from our old garage and he says to enter it..then it seems like its a door to the other world, to the "kapre’s" world, they minding their own business in a cave…more like hell to me…then i go through the wall and i just grab a "kapre’s" hand he was as surprised as i am, then i had to attract him to come to the other world but he was just obedient..looking straight at me with dumbfounded look then we walk through the wall then the wife rides him, then he becomes a real horse with a tan color and beautiful, then a child was behind him, but he was not there before..then they start running away but i still had a hard time breathing so i had to run after them then the wife, the albularyo and the horse had to come back…then i asked how i can breathe normal again..then the horse just jumped high and landed hard that made a crack and shaked the ground that when that happened my lungs just jumped off my body…hahahaha weird noh?then i had to wake myself up again..then as usual same situation, still in my dream my son, mom beside me, but now i hear voices, (this voice i heard from a dream days ago, same voice), i know this is something evil, then when i look at the side of my bed i can see a dark child, looks like my son but covered with mud, and he was cursing and i know he was trying to hurt my son or me, but i know my son is on my otherside of the bed and i felt i needed to protect him, i wanted to see the dark-childs face but my hand was on his face trying to push him so he wouldnt come near my son, i had a hard time moving, i was lying in bed and the only thing i can move are my hands..i was trying to wake my mom,, but noone seems to hear me…so i keep on trying to push the darkchild away but i really wanted to see his face cause it seems like he was my son also…same built and hair but he was covered in mud and he was fighting me and cursing and trying to hurt me or my son, whatever i just can’t take his face off my hand and it seems like he keeps my hand on his face so i wont see…then i started praying saying "Jesus, save us" cause i’ve done it a couple times and it really works…promise!i had a hard time speaking aswell its like i cant move or speak…but i struggled then a light started to glow all over my bed..but i can feel i need to scream more, so i screamed louder "Jesus, save us" but i know thats not the exact words but to that effect..but the voice is still there fighting, and the child too…then i prayed louder "God, save us" then there…a brighter white light formed and all of a sudden i have a sword on my hand, and i can sit,actually i can see my son infront of me and my mom beside him…then i was pointing the sword at my mom…like she was the enemy…but i didnt stab her…its just that the sword was there and i felt lighter…then i had to wake up again…this time, i was in the real world already…i looked around, my son was lying peacfully beside me, then my mom awake but lying down beside my son with her back on us…i felt my hand it feels stiff like i was clasping my hands so hard..then i looked at my mom in like a strange way like, didn’t you hear me?but i didnt say anything…i was just so suspicious, it felt weird..and it felt heavy, i looked at my side and trying to feel presence of a child there..it felt kinda weird i wanted to move to the other side but was so afraid that maybe the darkchild would come back and hurt my son and i couldnt protect him. so i stayed where i was…my pillow on top of my body but not on my face…just a weird feeling, i woke up feeling angry and ready to go battle or something..felt like a warrior hahahaha…so there…had a hard time going back to sleep cause i was afraid i’ll dream the same dream again then this time wont wake up anymore…and yeah i was having a hard time breathing like my nose was stuffed…so i figured that was the reason…and i was breathing so hard and thats not good for the lungs, i think, i know im not taking much oxygen to circulate in my blood..but the dream felt so real and so scary…and i really dont wanna feel that way again…later i’ll show you the interpretation of my dream…i searched the internet for the interpretation and this is what i got…weird but kinda true to my waking life…and i had to use detailed description about my dreams, like i needed to use nouns, or adjectives, just words…so here…check it out…

BITCH!

April 27th, 2005 by hotsexymomma

i just love this nikko…really need to put this on my blog

Rappelling
down the muzzle of my riffle.
Packed with burden you left,
weighing me down.
Positioning,
firing myself directly to your heart.
Projecting,
what you have become.
A shallow, empty
hole!

-DarkCloud a.k.a Nikko Dingle-

Depth in delight

April 27th, 2005 by hotsexymomma

feel my body thirst for your soul
quench it with your hands in my depth
lingering every touch inside me
until i bury myself in your nirvana
be one with me under the moons light
be one with me in sinful delight

tss….hell yeah!

goodluck!

April 23rd, 2005 by hotsexymomma

Picture_013 ano ba!goodluck diba?!?lammo yung mahabang processo tsaka kagulo??eto yun eh….

by the way, my son just had his 1st bday part…twas fun!i enjoyed the food more than anything else…weepee!!!

dang ang corny